day 55

People dying.

People died. 

Several people that I know, dying and died.

But I keep staying at home and not really move a bit from it. Not even say hello to the mourners. 

I like the idea of staying at home as long as I can stay with books. I don't mind eating with Oat and Crackers. or just Papaya, Banana, and Tea. But what about the others. I don't care people call me asshole or jerks. I don't like meeting people that much. I only enjoy several people and enough for me to meet them Online. Offline cracks me down. 

now ... What about the Others. I mean, Even an Oat-Eater like me needs a job to fulfill offline and online life. Can we just go outside and being normal and survive in another way. like, always wear a mask and go to shower when we reach home. 

I gotta go to work ya know. I got to pay bills and ...many other things.