Don't worry, it's not (just) me only. Right?

The Face by House of Kybalion

Not everyone seems to enjoy the Zoom or Google Meet things. My daughter and I have the same behavior; we don't know how to enjoy Virtual Meeting or Video Call. Yes, we chat a lot, unstoppable in words but not by making calls or video calls. I know that's weird but I'm sure many people have the same attitude as us toward Virtual Meeting. 

day 55

People dying.

People died. 

Several people that I know, dying and died.

But I keep staying at home and not really move a bit from it. Not even say hello to the mourners. 

I like the idea of staying at home as long as I can stay with books. I don't mind eating with Oat and Crackers. or just Papaya, Banana, and Tea. But what about the others. I don't care people call me asshole or jerks. I don't like meeting people that much. I only enjoy several people and enough for me to meet them Online. Offline cracks me down. 

now ... What about the Others. I mean, Even an Oat-Eater like me needs a job to fulfill offline and online life. Can we just go outside and being normal and survive in another way. like, always wear a mask and go to shower when we reach home. 

I gotta go to work ya know. I got to pay bills and ...many other things.

a Novel of Rumi

Once, someone introduced me to this novel: The Forty Rules of Love by Elif Shafak. The novel told us about one's life journey is not a straight toll road and free of obstacles. A toll road is artificial. A road should be bumpy ... going up and down and round and round;  a path that is misleading and entertaining with loneliness and being alone.  ... and this novel teaches me, when strangers approaching beautifully, accept them as your companion. You will find many things there.